I hate myself for being so alone. I feel like I am an island in a sea of loneliness, with no one to share my thoughts, feelings, or even my problems.
I have been struggling with self-esteem and self-confidence for years, and I have often thought about ways to improve. But I have always been too afraid to take action, afraid of making a mistake or being laughed at.
Now, I am finally willing to take the steps to change things. I am trying new things, going out more, and making connections with people. I know it will take time and effort, but I am willing to put in the work to improve myself.
I hate that I have to恨自己， that I am so self-conscious and afraid of making mistakes, that I can’t even start to think about feeling happy or important. I wish I could just feel happy for once and not be so self-conscious.
But even though I hate myself, I know that it is only by improving and moving forward that I can truly change things. I will continue to work on myself and try new things, and I hope that one day I will feel better and more confident than I do now.
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